I have noticed for like the past month I have been self destructing. I haven’t been doing my work I talk back to my parents too much. I’m just sick of everything, the only reason why i haven’t done anything really stupid is because of you, like seriously I don’t were I would be without you. This year is has been my worst year academically for me, and so close to being suspended with only 2 weeks left in school. I seriously hope shit gets better for me…. This weekand will be the best thing That has happened to me sense April 28th, witch has been the best day of my whole year. You seriously make my world so much brighter. I can’t stress how much I miss you all the time, this missing seems to be never endless. I can’t wait till the day you move closer to me and live with me for the week. Okay I’m done venting for now…